Learning he never gave me a voice...
Heading to work, the entire way I tried thinking how i would feel if my husband said I couldn't have my dream. I knew it would crush me but I didn't want a motorcycle because I had grown up hearing they are just "donor cycles". Why would I wish my husband dead? I mean I loved him right?! after a long 9 hour shift on my feet. I went home to find a bullet bike in our driveway. He came out to tell me he financed a brand new bike and bike gear. He had signed papers and added an extra $350 bill a month that we didn't have on our plate. I was so mad. I could hardly see straight. I remember yelling at him telling him this was a decision we should have made together. I remember thinking I couldn't work more and we were already scraping by. I remember saying I couldn't believe he would make a decision like this on his own. I got in our car and left. I drove for hours. Crying. I was crying so hard I really shouldn't have been driving. I must have driven till 3 ...
